Colleges Online Classes in Distance Education Degree Program

Ok So I am a teenager , I make mistakes , I don’t learn from them all , I mess up a lot and I sometimes put myself in situations , …. Please don’t judge me …. Ok so I went to talk to my teacher about summer school and she notified me that In the state that I live there Is this new thing were you can only take two virtual classes online …. So basically If I did do summer school I still wouldn’t have enough credites to pass …. So I’ll have to repeat my grade and I really don’t want to do that and I know It’s my fault but please empathize …. My life has been pretty hectic for the past year and I had been slacking in my school work …. My grandmother mentioned getting a ged , because my cousin is doing that , and I kind of want to get one but , then I will miss out on prom and graduation and all the stuff that you always remember from highschool and all my friends would get to experience it and stuff …. But If I get a ged , I could start college early and do a lot If I work at It , my other cousin mentioned that I could take my 10th grade classes at school and take my 11th grade classes through the virtual program but …. I think that’s gonna be a lot for me , but I think If I really really really worked at It and applied myself more I can do It …. I’m just scared ….. Can someone please give me advice on what they think would be better for me ‘